No Matter Who You Love
by Kandis
No matter who you love,
all that matters is how you love them,
And although you could love them
uncontrollably, and consistently,
What also matters is if they love you back,
Because if they do not allow themselves
to feel for others, or to just
have an emotional attachment
to you then what is the point in
loving, as a matter of fact...
What would be the point of
having an emotional
attachment to someone,
who cannot or won't
let their heart go to someone
else . . . There really wouldn't
be a reason to get so attached
to someone in which would only
cause you pain. Because all pain
does is scar you to the point of
never wanting to love again, cause when
you love someone, and been through a
relationship that only caused you
pain, you get to the point of
shutting down, and when you shut down
it doesn't matter if you even find
someone that cares about you
to the point of loving you, because
every time you close your eyes
all you will see is that one person
that scared you to the point of
never wanting to be in a serious
relationship for a long time, and even
if you get to the point of it "not" hurting
no matter how long you wait, no matter how
much you think that the pain is no
longer there, the time will pass slowly
and the pain with turn into scars that
can never be healed, and no matter
how much you love someone,
no matter how much you thought
about them past, present, or future,
the pain will be scars, the scars will remind you
of what was, what was will remind you of
the love that once was, and what once was
will remind you of the scars.
In my eyes, all i see is deceiving, and
conniving in every relationship,
no matter how much you
"think" you love them,
no matter how much you
"think" nothing will go wrong,
no matter how much they
say they won't hurt you,
no matter how much they say
they aren't just fucking with
your head, face it . .
they're fucking with your
head, no relationship lasts,
there is Always pain,
and Something will always
go wrong . . .
There is never trust, there is always
a bystander, there will always be
rocky starts, there will
always be pain, there will always be
endings, and nothing will last!
thanks for breaking my already
fucked up heart, and thanks again
for the kick when i was down . . .
